Beautiful Mind

Sometimes or most of the time,

We don't trust ourselves.

We don't dare to give ourselves something that 

we want.

We always think that to love ourselves can only be done by other people.

(<---which is not ture! Of course!)

We depend on other people to tell us that we are beautiful.

As a fact, today is a sunny day even nobody is talking about it.

I'm beautiful even nobody is telling me.

I can be happy without others giving me anything.


It's just not my time yet. Now is not the right time. I know it clearly.

So, I need to trust god and keep remaining myself that:

"A wise man can see its beauty and began to appreciate it."

So, why bother about those unwise men who can't see? (It's like millions and billions of them! PLEASE!!!)

Why bother about those frogs?? Aha!! Especially those that are DEAD. Hahaha!!

There's gonna be one Prince. One true Prince. 

(Ooops! Dear, not 2! Definitely!)

Ok~ Haha~ Don't do that!


I am expected by god to be stronger.

Each day, after I have successfully completed a task assigned by god, the next day, I face a new one. 

Today is, to be happy, even there were certain things that crossed over from the past, I am gonna to feel perfectly all right and still be the normal self. Yes, exactly. Without friends around and Mum not free to answer my call. I am not going back to the past. No..nah..nah.. It's the New Me facing some of the old problems. And although I somehow still feel a bit uncomfortable, I know what I am doing. Look at the other side of the coin, it's like, I'm able to carry out my routine life even unforseen event came across. Only affected by..haha.. a bit only.

Definitely P.R.O.U.D. of MYSELF! I can shout it out loud to myself that I AM BEAUTIFUL and I don't care if anyone agreess with it or not. I am happy and I will live my life to the fullest everyday. Yes.

God. I am so proud of myself.

 I made it.