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Ya..It's Friday night..
Nobody asks me out
cos
neither the people that I am interested (as a matter of fact I am currently not really interested in anyone) nor those I am not
are busy at the moment
so do I, in the sense that,
I am super busy myself.
But just to relax a bit this Friday night,
I went to www.tickle.com to do or re-do some of the tests.
It was rather intersting.
I've gotten something positive, results that were unexpected.
Sometimes I envy those that are attached and curse them. (Haha~)
I feel sad the whole night today because I am single.
Hate the fact being single.
Although we can say a lof of benefits about being single, I still feel unconfortable about this FACT.
However, this mindset has changed a bit after I played around with these Tickle Tests.
There were various questions that were there and it was like I am asking myself these questions.
"What's the best part being single?"
"Don't have to answer to anybody except myself....." and the other 3 options.
When it came to the last one, I was somehow amazed by this statement.
"Knowing that the best is yet to come - once I meet the Right person."
It's sort of, by doing this test and reading through these questions, I am asking myself and answering myself.
Clear the doubts in my mind.
I didn't know that I have doubts until I sat for these tests. I thought I know everything and I thought I want to and I can be attached.
It's like you can hardly know how well you know about this subject until you sit for the examination.
So I ask myself.
"What's the best part being single?"
"Knowing that the best is yet to come - once I meet the Right person."
It's amazing. I wanted to choose option 1 but ending up keep thinking about this one.
Yes, the Right person.
I have always telling myself that maybe one of the school mates may be my potential partner and I consistently telling myself that I must not like him before he does, but I forget to ask myself the most crucial thing.
That is,
is He the Right person?
What can be more important than this?
Of course, I cannot know whether he is the Right person or not if I HARDLY KNOW HIM!
Why haven't I think of this?
If I am not even sure that he is the right person, I shouldn't have worried about whether he likes me or not or all sorts of rubbish! Now, this is Clear!
In addition, I found out what my current state of mind and life is now through asking mysef these questions.
Like, how many nights per week you need to be with just yourself (not with your partner)?
God! I chose the 1st option which is at least 4 nights, I think.
That means, actually, I can't have a boyfriend. I need to be with myself now to do my work. I don't even have time out for those close girl friends.
NO TIME AT ALL!!
Thank God for giving me the direction again.
Good Night~
Nobody asks me out
cos
neither the people that I am interested (as a matter of fact I am currently not really interested in anyone) nor those I am not
are busy at the moment
so do I, in the sense that,
I am super busy myself.
But just to relax a bit this Friday night,
I went to www.tickle.com to do or re-do some of the tests.
It was rather intersting.
I've gotten something positive, results that were unexpected.
Sometimes I envy those that are attached and curse them. (Haha~)
I feel sad the whole night today because I am single.
Hate the fact being single.
Although we can say a lof of benefits about being single, I still feel unconfortable about this FACT.
However, this mindset has changed a bit after I played around with these Tickle Tests.
There were various questions that were there and it was like I am asking myself these questions.
"What's the best part being single?"
"Don't have to answer to anybody except myself....." and the other 3 options.
When it came to the last one, I was somehow amazed by this statement.
"Knowing that the best is yet to come - once I meet the Right person."
It's sort of, by doing this test and reading through these questions, I am asking myself and answering myself.
Clear the doubts in my mind.
I didn't know that I have doubts until I sat for these tests. I thought I know everything and I thought I want to and I can be attached.
It's like you can hardly know how well you know about this subject until you sit for the examination.
So I ask myself.
"What's the best part being single?"
"Knowing that the best is yet to come - once I meet the Right person."
It's amazing. I wanted to choose option 1 but ending up keep thinking about this one.
Yes, the Right person.
I have always telling myself that maybe one of the school mates may be my potential partner and I consistently telling myself that I must not like him before he does, but I forget to ask myself the most crucial thing.
That is,
is He the Right person?
What can be more important than this?
Of course, I cannot know whether he is the Right person or not if I HARDLY KNOW HIM!
Why haven't I think of this?
If I am not even sure that he is the right person, I shouldn't have worried about whether he likes me or not or all sorts of rubbish! Now, this is Clear!
In addition, I found out what my current state of mind and life is now through asking mysef these questions.
Like, how many nights per week you need to be with just yourself (not with your partner)?
God! I chose the 1st option which is at least 4 nights, I think.
That means, actually, I can't have a boyfriend. I need to be with myself now to do my work. I don't even have time out for those close girl friends.
NO TIME AT ALL!!
Thank God for giving me the direction again.
Good Night~
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