其實是不想打文章的
但是因為這是唯一和自己溝通的途徑(otherwise 根本不知道自己在想什麼)
所以
我說了
但是因為這是唯一和自己溝通的途徑(otherwise 根本不知道自己在想什麼)
所以
我說了
- 11月 10 週二 200911:25
開始 起跑點
- 8月 12 週二 200808:33
開學了
今天是開學的第二天
一大早起來
現在我又看了一次那天抽的籤
這是其中一句
"Only when one fully understand the problem, then itis safe to go on."
(註: 由於新加坡的官方語言是英語
所以新加坡人的英文比中文溜
在中文籤後有英文的注解喔!)
所以我覺得我應該要把我讀書上的缺失列出來
因為這已經是我最後的機會和期限了
我一定非要把這些壞習慣改掉不可!!!
考A，救Samantha!
考A，救Samantha!
(呵呵~)
所以我有這以下讀書的缺點...
1. 做事拖拖拉拉，老是欺騙自己說自已有很多時間，可以把今天的事留到明天或後天做
2. 對自己沒有自信，覺得自己做不到，考不了A
3. 不敢面對考卷，看到考卷的困難，沒有想到說要更加努力，反而逃避
4. 頭腦裡面胡思亂想，有時候是跟感情有關的事情，對課業不專注
5. 沒有把自己當作一個電機系的學生看，所作所為和態度都不是一個世界頂尖大學電機系學生應該要有的
6. 情緒化，有時候會陷入一些根本沒有必要煩惱的芝麻綠豆小事中，結果居然難過了三天，浪費了三天的讀書時間
7. 沒睡飽的時候效率差
8. 回來一直跟媽媽講話，說什麼要休息一下，讀新加坡國大的電機系的根本是沒在休息的
大概是以上幾點
現在我要針對我需要該過的各項
提出解決方案
來達到我要考A的目標
1. 今日是今日畢，把今天或是這一周必須完成的事紀錄在手扎上，照著計畫按部就班每天一點一點完成。對於每天我到底可以為成多少作業或做多少事，從今天開始，從開學開始算起的的前兩個禮拜，做實驗，來知道自己每天可以完成多少，就不用像以前一樣不知道該做多少，做不了自己定的理想就不做了。
2. I WILL MAKE IT. I MUST MAKE IT. 不要忘了這是比死還要重要的事
3. 第三個禮拜印考卷，沒什麼好怕的，連死都不怕了會怕幾個難題嗎? 難題不是解不了，只是需要更用心更女力罷了
4. 沒有感情問題，我現在沒喜歡誰，我很清楚什麼是喜歡，我跟都沒跟誰相處過，哪來的喜歡不喜歡?
5. I am an Electrical Engineering student form National University of Singapore. I am passionate about EE with special interest of Bioimaging. I want to graduate in two years' time. I EE.
6. 不要再情緒化了，我自己都快受不了我自己了，你可以改掉這個爛習慣嗎? 看破放下自在隨緣念佛
7. 這兩天先試著睡7小時看看，還有要不要睡午覺也要試試看
8. 休息個屁，妳再給我講話試試看
以上就是我需要檢討的地方
每個星期monitor
盡快在這星期前訂出進度表
報告完畢
- 7月 04 週五 200819:07
A
一次一次地跌倒
一次又一次地感覺到不同程度的痛
"好痛!" I felt.
一次又一次的痛
讓我更有力量提醒自己
我不能夠再跌倒了
一次又一次的痛
孕育了我更堅忍的意志力
一次又一次的痛
讓我更能精準地抓住正確走路的角度
更至於是能夠讓跑步加速的方法
更至於是怎樣程度的付出才能夠的達到我要的理想
"我的角度還不夠精準"
"我付出的努力還不夠多"
"我還是沒有100%把讀書這件事放在心上"
從以前不管是怎樣的種種程度
現在我已不願意再回想
我知道的是
從<A+奮鬥日記>到<死了都要考A>
到現在的我
又是另一個不同的層次
I am immersed in a pool of A.
A touches my pupil,
and A flows into my noseril and fills my lung.
I can hardly breathe because there is no air, or to be exact, oxygen...
There are only As.
As.
As.
They are filled with my lungs, floating in my bllodstream which every single one of them finds its way to all parts of my body.
Every single cell... Everyone of them... A starts to consititute the smallest particle of my cells and hence my body.
Full of A. Constitute of A. Have A.
As if I'm alive because of A. Yes, I am.
With A, I survive. 呵呵~
I will survive.
一次又一次地感覺到不同程度的痛
"好痛!" I felt.
一次又一次的痛
讓我更有力量提醒自己
我不能夠再跌倒了
一次又一次的痛
孕育了我更堅忍的意志力
一次又一次的痛
讓我更能精準地抓住正確走路的角度
更至於是能夠讓跑步加速的方法
更至於是怎樣程度的付出才能夠的達到我要的理想
"我的角度還不夠精準"
"我付出的努力還不夠多"
"我還是沒有100%把讀書這件事放在心上"
從以前不管是怎樣的種種程度
現在我已不願意再回想
我知道的是
從<A+奮鬥日記>到<死了都要考A>
到現在的我
又是另一個不同的層次
I am immersed in a pool of A.
A touches my pupil,
and A flows into my noseril and fills my lung.
I can hardly breathe because there is no air, or to be exact, oxygen...
There are only As.
As.
As.
They are filled with my lungs, floating in my bllodstream which every single one of them finds its way to all parts of my body.
Every single cell... Everyone of them... A starts to consititute the smallest particle of my cells and hence my body.
Full of A. Constitute of A. Have A.
As if I'm alive because of A. Yes, I am.
With A, I survive. 呵呵~
I will survive.
- 6月 18 週三 200809:34
A+奮鬥日記(13)
今日目標進度
WED 18 1. The World of international Finance 2. Monopoly 3. Oligopoly 4. Past exam paper 5. Tutorial Qns
- 6月 17 週二 200809:24
A+奮鬥日記(12)
今天目標進度
TUE 17 1. Fiscal Policy & Monetary plice 2. Short run to long run 3. International trade & Public policy 4. The World of international Finance 5. Monoploly (Optional) 6. Oligopoly (Optional)
- 6月 16 週一 200801:37
A+奮鬥日記(10)
今天一整天幾乎都在做跟學業有關的事
但是離目標差遠了
好的是
計畫就是要這樣一個小時一個小時的
這樣才會有進度
但是離目標差遠了
好的是
計畫就是要這樣一個小時一個小時的
這樣才會有進度
- 6月 15 週日 200800:46
A+奮鬥日記(9) 下
可惡...今天總共只唸了4個小時
明天留在家裡讀書
午飯可以坐地鐵出去吃飯
這幾天達不到目標的一個問題是
我低估了Pevision of Micro
其實有很多chapters 可是我的計畫裡確寫了 Revision of Micro 這樣的大標題
問題二
今天讀書效率低
可是問題真正出在哪兒又有點不清楚
是因為自己一個人嗎? (已解決了吧...)
中午想睡覺 (好..明天12~2 休息)
因為在學校 (很有可能...所以明天在家)
不想讀 (其實應該算沒有.)
這樣聽起來好像 CSI
抽絲剝繭的
哈哈~ I LIKE!!
加油啦~ 寶貝(我自己啦~ 哈哈)
補充:
明天9:30起床
1000~1030 perfect competition
1030~1200 monopoly+monoplistic+oligopoly (Remember the main focus is on the PROJECT!!!)
1200~ 0200 午餐/午覺
0200~0500 PROJECT
0500~0630 The Economy at Full Employment
0630~0730 晚餐
0730~0900 Aggregate Demand & A Supply
0900~1030 Fiscal Policy& Monetary policy
1030~1200 Short run to long run
一定要搞定啊!! 我警告你!!!
我一定要考A
我一定要考A
我一定要考A
我一定要考A
我一定要考A
明天留在家裡讀書
午飯可以坐地鐵出去吃飯
這幾天達不到目標的一個問題是
我低估了Pevision of Micro
其實有很多chapters 可是我的計畫裡確寫了 Revision of Micro 這樣的大標題
問題二
今天讀書效率低
可是問題真正出在哪兒又有點不清楚
是因為自己一個人嗎? (已解決了吧...)
中午想睡覺 (好..明天12~2 休息)
因為在學校 (很有可能...所以明天在家)
不想讀 (其實應該算沒有.)
這樣聽起來好像 CSI
抽絲剝繭的
哈哈~ I LIKE!!
加油啦~ 寶貝(我自己啦~ 哈哈)
補充:
明天9:30起床
1000~1030 perfect competition
1030~1200 monopoly+monoplistic+oligopoly (Remember the main focus is on the PROJECT!!!)
1200~ 0200 午餐/午覺
0200~0500 PROJECT
0500~0630 The Economy at Full Employment
0630~0730 晚餐
0730~0900 Aggregate Demand & A Supply
0900~1030 Fiscal Policy& Monetary policy
1030~1200 Short run to long run
一定要搞定啊!! 我警告你!!!
我一定要考A
我一定要考A
我一定要考A
我一定要考A
我一定要考A
- 6月 14 週六 200814:15
A+奮鬥日記(9) 上
This morning I was one hour late for the scheduele. I arrived at NUS at about 11 AM.
I studied from 11 to 12.
Roughly 1 hour only.
This is one hour fewer than the planned 2 hours.
In addition, I stopped studying from 12 to 2.
One the reason could be the I was hungry but I could not really get the food at my will.
I also feel that it can be due to the fact that my biological clock is entering sleeping mode from abt 12 to 2.
I have noticed for the past 2 days, it seems to be in this case.
What I can do is to have lunch then follow by sleeping for these 2 hours to solve my problem.
It has to be strict though.
I am also facing a problem that I need music whenever I study but the iPod doesn't have enough electricity to sustain such a long time.
(Solve this by using a computer)
I am also wondering, is that I need a time to have a break today? Am I study too much? Principle of diminishing return? (Nah, I'm just joking)
But if I stay at home, will I be able to study well? Do I feel trapped?
While study at school alone, will lose its effectiveness as I may feel alone?
So many questions.
I never expect my university life to be like this though.
(Sign..) But I WANT TO GET A!
Keep Holding On!!
So now I will go to the bench outside ECE department and hope that the office can give me some power to KEEP HOLDING ON...
see myself later...haha
I studied from 11 to 12.
Roughly 1 hour only.
This is one hour fewer than the planned 2 hours.
In addition, I stopped studying from 12 to 2.
One the reason could be the I was hungry but I could not really get the food at my will.
I also feel that it can be due to the fact that my biological clock is entering sleeping mode from abt 12 to 2.
I have noticed for the past 2 days, it seems to be in this case.
What I can do is to have lunch then follow by sleeping for these 2 hours to solve my problem.
It has to be strict though.
I am also facing a problem that I need music whenever I study but the iPod doesn't have enough electricity to sustain such a long time.
(Solve this by using a computer)
I am also wondering, is that I need a time to have a break today? Am I study too much? Principle of diminishing return? (Nah, I'm just joking)
But if I stay at home, will I be able to study well? Do I feel trapped?
While study at school alone, will lose its effectiveness as I may feel alone?
So many questions.
I never expect my university life to be like this though.
(Sign..) But I WANT TO GET A!
Keep Holding On!!
So now I will go to the bench outside ECE department and hope that the office can give me some power to KEEP HOLDING ON...
see myself later...haha
- 6月 14 週六 200800:50
A+奮鬥日記(8) 下
下午六點之後的下半部
I managed to study to study for another 2 hours.
Although I did not meet the expectation, there was improvemnt.
而且一天似乎只能完成最多兩個單元
但是我現在一定要一天3個單元
所以不管怎樣
要麻煩自己push push 一下...(撐著啊~孩子~ 撐著啊!!)
嗯! 我會的!!
今天總共讀了6個小時
I managed to study to study for another 2 hours.
Although I did not meet the expectation, there was improvemnt.
而且一天似乎只能完成最多兩個單元
但是我現在一定要一天3個單元
所以不管怎樣
要麻煩自己push push 一下...(撐著啊~孩子~ 撐著啊!!)
嗯! 我會的!!
今天總共讀了6個小時
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